My vision and purpose.

My vision and purpose is to help as many people as I can in as short a time as possible.

Reasons include:

• I understand suffering at a depth few can comprehend, and how to overcome the negative aspects of it.
• Gratitude for the wonderful peace I enjoy today.
• Spirit inspires me.
• So many are in need of understanding, wisdom and release from mental and spiritual bondage.

My expertise, knowledge and experience lies in the mental, emotional, psychic, and spiritual realms.

I had a particularly bad start in life in these areas (you can read a bit more here – scroll to about the middle) and had to fix myself.

Because my problems were so severe, and coupled with an over active, sensitive and intelligent mind, I could find very few people who could help me. Seasoned professionals were unable to help and at times, in my mentally weakened state I found it very disheartening to discern that I was considered beyond help. A few told me so, most covered it up; some I think out of misplaced ‘concern’ for me and others because they did not want to admit that they could not help me.

Simply speaking; I am aware of many wonderful things and want to share them with as much of humanity as possible. We live in a broken and shallow world. It is as we heal, that the world and things in it will heal.

As you continue to read the articles I have posted, and will post, on this blog you will learn much.

I cannot reach everyone myself and one of my aims is to create spiritual wild fire; which spreads of its own accord.

So, who am I to say these things?

No one really.

Why do I say this?

Think on this carefully…..

I am a highly intelligent man, very logical and empirical; yet that is not my secret. Brains, ego and so on will not save you when the going gets really tough.

My ‘secret’ is that I was once in a terrible mental state.

So bad that it is impossible to describe other than say that it was like being on the edge of an abyss of no return.

I was on my own. I knew that there was no one I knew, or whom I could contact, who genuinely cared about me (they that did were deceased).

It was a place of death and I nearly did not come back. It happened in the October of 1987.

I did not realize it at the time, however it was a ‘place’ of Shamanic initiation.

It was the start of a long journey to not only a sound mind, but one filled with peace. I died out there. It was the end of the old me. It was not all plain sailing after that and I still had much growth to go through. Many more spiritual and other battles to fight (these started in 1985), though I did not realize what they truly were until later.

I paid a huge price and went the shortest hardest way up the ‘mountain’ as fast as I could. I knew where I was going.

As the years passed my character developed too. I found myself caring for people, animals and things in ways which were foreign to me. It was a pleasant surprise.

You see; some of the essence of it all can be summed up like this:

I realized that:

• I was a rotten despicable person with incredibly selfish motives.
• I had no strength or wisdom of my own.
• Spirit loves me intensely – deep down in my being.
• Spirit is where true wisdom comes from.
• Spirit is where true character comes from.
• I am very grateful to Spirit and honor Spirit.
• The more I acknowledged the truths of Spirit, the happier I became, the more my character developed and the more my psychic awareness/knowledge increased.

Frankly it is all very simple; and after all, Spirit would not be loving if it excluded people on the basis of intelligence or cognition.

The more that you humble yourself, the more real spiritual knowledge, awareness and power you get.

This is because you become a channel for Spirit to move in this earthly dimension.

So, real ‘cleverness’ is humility and acceptance of true spirit. Not some religious dogma, but raw spiritual power. When you experience it you will never be the same again.

In conclusion then, I have an incredibly deep awareness that I am loved by Spirit. Whilst I love people, I do not love them because I need them. I don’t need anyone. I learnt out there in the fire of spiritual battle that all I needed was Spirit. Humans will fail you, true Spirit will not. I love people today because of what Spirit has done in my life; not because I am anyone special. Left to my own devices I was just another selfish git.

Related posts:

1. Purpose of this blog.
2. Shamanism is spiritual.
3. Inner qualities come from Spirit.
4. Question: I would like to hear more about this path of yours… especially regarding truth. How long have you been a Shaman, what led you to it?
5. Humility is something to be cherished.